This morning was fantastic. I woke up and got out of bed when I actually woke up for the first time. I didn't stay in bed falling alseep and dreaming about realities I wanted to stay in forever and not face real life. I got up and ate breakfast. Did some nice studying. Went on a sweet canoe ride with a great friend up to Utah Lake. It was fantastic. Went to work. Came home. Did some visits. Went rock climbing. And it totally sucked. I was the equivalent of a platypus rock climbing. But I cleaned my first route so that was fun. The sunset was amazing. I just spent my day with super quality people and it was fantastic. And I actually did productive things with my life today. Honestly. I am such a lazy person. I hate it because I love it when I have days like this and then it makes me wonder why am I so lazy?! Because life is SO good. And I realized last night that I have a right to be happy by myself. And I realized that when I don't need anyone because I'm perfectly happy and content on my own is when I can love the most because I want to not because I feel like I need that person. I only want to be with them. And I want to love them. I don't need to be validated or need them to feel good because I can do that on my own right now....so anyways. I don't know why I blog anymore. Because it's kinda dumb. So I might stop. But we'll see.
But here are some things I learned today. I need to not view people's strengths in a negative way because of a few people that make fun or think differently of those things. I need to allow myself to live for things not settle or wait for other things that come sooner. People's laughs are fantastic. And if you are an active person you're supposed to drink your body weight in water in oz...so I'm like 135ish so that's about 6 camelbak water bottles a day! (24oz a bottle) Crazy huh?
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