So today was my first time leading in the gym since the last time I led when I certified. No big deal right. Holy cow. Good thing I went to the bathroom before I climbed or I would have peed my pants. I was so embarrassed. I straight up thought I was going to die. I thought I was going to fall and that was going to be hit. See ya karsue. But seriously. I had the sewing machine leg going and everything. Oh sheesh. Not fun. That needs to stop. I need to get over that. I am becoming afraid of failure again. So I need to start leading a lot and freaking myself out and falling a whole lot so I become comfortable with falling and with getting back up and finishing. It was an 10b too...not even hard. But anywho. I forgot about this the other day....I like to ask people what their favorite color is and why. The guys I talk to, it's usually blue. The funniest thing happened the other day though. Two boys gave me the same answer for why blue is their favorite. It's the color of their eyes. Their first response. I thought it was funny. I don't care if you don't think it is because I found humor in it.
So here's to overcoming fears. Even if it's a fear I thought I had conquered already.
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